Even if I say it will be alright.....

I result to blogging when life is in the trough. When ive had a bad day; layers of clothes burrying me and angry music blearing through my speakers...


It helps to release all my thoughts whipped with connotations and allusions- encrypted onto a page that anyone can see- although little do. I dont think quantity is the value but hope of quality. Hope that your words will be felt, even by one individual, even if that individual is yourself. Finally understanding you.

This blog doesnt have a purpose, unless this hope of quality proves its worth, and helps me if only a little. This blog is merley a case; empty words. Nothing has changed. Nothing has improved. I have not let myself reach my full potential nor tried. My life is still. Frozen in the stance of Year 12 TEE and homework. Too afraid to have 100% fun and not devoted enough to get 100% grades. Im just a floating balloon and I refuse to let myself grow.

I love that picture. It needs little explanation. It just is.

Good night Kasia.