Deja Vu

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Everything is ongoing and slowwwwwwww
But strangly complicated and busy!
I dont even have time to blog.
Yr 12 is persistant and very irratic
I am having very strange days and moods
PMS all the wayyy. I need to begin to be nice again.
Then I think I might leave highschool with some friends!
There are of course those few that are just troopers and bless them.
I am soo excited about the future. I need to STOP. Just live in the now.

Ohh my, silly me. Saying and thinking too much.

My constant brain image.

I should probably not expand my horizons in year 12 with the price of losing many.. worthwhile friends. I just cant help my little mind changing and overthinking- all smug and dwelling in lifes complications. It really is an annoying part of me- that I love too dearly and depend on too much to let go. To not care; to take life as is presented and not be inspired so deeply by music or postsecret or words or poets or the sky!

My unwanted but existing motto that is not exactly benefitting me:

EVERYTHING WILL END IN 6MONTHS.

LIFE AS YOU KNOW IT

CHISHOLM AS YOU BREATHE IT. You'll stop.

You dont have to deal with adolescent bullshit anymore- and what? Dont you want to just do NOW what makes you HAPPY! - because according to your little irratic mind, nothing matters in six months, nothing what matters now. .......................................

Oh mind.

Is all.

Till the moment where everything seems clear, the sky brightens into that good old blinding blue, and I have time to blog- Enjoy THE Life will you. Go hug a tree.

K.