The best things come from nowhere...where is nowhere? Please come out soon.

Amazon. YES. I need to walk through the Amazon. Oh and Sweden, why yes I would love to talk for 5 hours with someone from Sweden...and being so close, I must then revisit the beautiful Czech Republic and climb a tree once there! Hm..I want to back pack through Poland and go crazy in England. Paint on a verandah outside a cottage in Ireland, and walk in a never ending, pine tree forest....with my hair down and no sense of technology and formaility.



Ehm. Yes, I live my fairytale in my own self deluted and wonderful dream- only to prove it possible and send you a postcard when I get there! :)

All is what is it is, as we have come to be accustomed to it. We watch it on news and accept the REALITY of life. As children we are blinded, but oh, as adults we must learn what type of world we have been brought into, how it works, our significance, our roles and what were really in for.
Why must such a peaceful, harmless lifestyle seem impossible in this world? Buisness? whats buisness, what are these things called.. money? and these people called theives? What hatred? He's asian? He's black? He's white? ..but he has eyes and lips and words flutter from his mind... does he not have money or a job- should we treat him with less respect? What is this black smoke? ..and why do the stars hide at night? Why use powered metal vehicles when you can walk on soil and smell the air! Why, the world isn't so big after all!



Humans, the more special animals. The less significant animals...The earth our home, we share.

Society has constructered life so cleverly; to educate all, mass produce and spend all that gold. Well I think I will join a small section of society that has their eyes open and have opted for a life they have chosen. Whatever it may be! Ofcourse, not to criticise people who choose to enjoy work or to have children- but it is vital that you choose that! With freedom and complete acceptance in any choice you could have made, you chose a particuliar one, because that is you and your heart and your soul and your spirit and happiness! Me? Society's structure all come with purpose and value of the wrong kind- not to say they are complete crap and pure evil! I would love children- many! Sadly Im just sitting and waiting for that notebook love.. and yea, that new camera also. ..but recently reading Affluenza and reading postsecret, I feel I am not quite alone, we all know we went wrong somewhere. Not in wars and violence alone, but in money and employment and happiness!








Humans are self destructive along with universally..taking down everything with them. My mum belives we will get our act together one day. The world will not end, but the world we know will..when X years down the track, we finally become ONE. Heaven will no longer be 'up there' or hell 'down there' and earth will not be a testing ground, a struggle of both 'up' and 'down' energies, confusing us and driving the 'struggle of life'.
God I hope she's right, and thank god she usually is.

Today, along with everyother day, I live and self discover and rediscover and hope and dream. Nonetheless, a long time ago we lost the true meaning of life and instead adopted 30 peices of silver....

K...