Teeisover. Iamfreeeee. Atleastforawhile.
Time continues to escape me, but maybe the static time blesses, and slows down the hours of tomorrow. Each with its purpose, hides from my curiosity, and only lets me dwell. Please dont let me down, let this be grand and beautiful; just like the world promised..... Already it wasnt like i hoped, and it didnt play out like it did in my mind. Im so oddly overwhelmed and still have my doubts, like you've already figured out....
Never a gambler, im taking a chance and hoping you wont make me die. Im so ready to be alive and real. Yet I might not be ready, but neither were many and they survived. Nervous isnt the word and anxious is an under exaggeration. Please dont hurt, assume, brigade and rely...........
I havent forgotten my way home yet, so dont misguide my emotions, after I tore them freshly from my soul, the disruption will stir the untouched pain ive never felt. Happiness is still the long-term aim; with the world as the destination of tomorrow. Outweighing any you.
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