Through my veins it runs.

My mind wanders, it thinks and ponders. I need to question, hope and analyze. The world is soo wrong, soooo hurt and earth, crying for our aid. I cant just sit and do nothing. Alas; I think!

I want to do more than just exist.

The human condition is affected by human nature, which is our excuse to progress but not with pure good. It's our ability to become more free yet more complacent, develop peace yet destroy our planet, believe in change but leave it up to time. Just when I have hope. Hope that the world will change, people will know wrong, people will know empathy and love small, large, colours and species. I realise hope of this is going against human nature; human nature that is progressive wrongs within the allusion of rights. To create homosexual rights in a few nations, then allow the fundamental, backward thinking, so called "Jesus lovers" to persecute them to hell, may not be physical damage, but it is emotional, and those doing the persecuting, should be persecuted! I don't recall Jesus giving them divine right- nor preaching condemning of others!

That where true beauty exists, no human hands have touched.
It’s where we’re seen and heard that suffering continues to breed,
And we move further away, each day, through our grand technology from every truly understanding and living at peace with our now tortured universe.

We have disturbed the very core of existence, twisted and manifested organisms, created repugnant, detached and empty souls which we hope will be filled with fuelled dead ideologies and information that becomes the source of power, which will be taught to be used as a lever to reach a higher level then those around you. Feeding our children the poison of the 21st century and creating a deeper grave in which impossible to claw our way out. We have doomed the universe since the beginning of time and only build a higher wall which to not escape from since. Since that first person who breached evil and explored the grand, the magnificent the ever-evolving- technology.

From those who should be preaching we turn away, and to the cloning sickening philosophies of our time we immerse ourselves in because we’re told to, but to only cry ourselves to sleep once we feel alone in this industrialised, hateful world dreaming of a life those who would have preached offered.


God is not unjust, everything we do in life we will be accounted for. When we die our life flashes before our eyes and we feel every triumph, all our happiness, our fears, our loves and what we have placed upon others. Every hurt we’ve caused to another and to ourselves we will feel it but with more pain and regret as we prepare ourselves towards the gate to eternal life in heaven.

A murderer will feel more pain then their victim as the consequences of their actions is served after death. When they feel the pain and hurt they have placed upon another, but with the full realisation and eternal regret of how they have sinned. A punishment unable to imagine- what goes around comes around. Hitler would now know and still be reimbursing his wrongs.

SOME of my philosophy of life is recognized in this blog. IT IS TOO IMPORTANT TO KEEP LEFT IN A WORD DOCUMENT ON MY COMPUTER.... it needed to be free and heard, even if re-heard by me. It was important to be.

Much Love. x